I want to take a step backward and just hang out with my family, to give us all the gift of time, especially my time. If I turn on the computer for anything more than a basic task I want it to be either to communicate with people I actually know, or to write.
Last night there were songs swirling around in my head. Real songs, my songs, not just rearrangements of others' songs. That hasn't happened in a long time. The night before that snippets of poetry were popping up ~ my poetry.
I think I know why it is happening, and I'm excited. But I have to capture the creativity, and not let it drift away while I read another message board post or make another blog entry.
I need this gift of time, but I think my children do to. We need to be creative together. Just the other morning J-Baby and I ate our breakfast on the front porch, and I realized it was something that he had never done before. Out back, yes, but never out front. Some of my best summer memories involve breakfast, sitting out front, cantaloupe, and chocolate ice cream.
I love summer. It's hot yes, but the days are long. We go to bed later and sleep in. Playing games until midnight is delicious. So is reading a book under a shady tree, making fruit ices and lemonade, painting on the carport, sitting under the stars listening to a concert, walking our evening farmer's market in bright daylight, singing songs while crickets chirp, and so much more.
And so I embark to give us all the present moment, and my presence in it. Togetherness, laughter, love.
Because I like neat tidy goals, I've decided to pursue this (mostly) unplugged lifestyle from the summer solstice to the autumnal equinox. This is the longest break I've ever taken, and it is both exciting and daunting. But really, if you are going to dream, dream big. Make grand gestures and set high goals. I know I am.